Wednesday, 26 May 2010
{ 5/26/2010 04:08:00 pm }
With no further ado, here it is.. The Only Exception lyrics. A song that composed beautifully by Paramore. You can search the mp3 in Google yourselves.
The Only Exception - ParamoreWhen I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind
Broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not existBut darling you are
the only exceptionMaybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that
love never lastsAnd we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Keep a straight face
I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the riskWell you are the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
You are the only exception
I'm on my way to believingLabels: lyrics, music, personal
Sunday, 23 May 2010
{ 5/23/2010 06:12:00 pm }
Yes I know this
isn't the right time to post a new blog. FYI, tomorrow should be Math and Sociology test, but here I am, blogging. Umm, I need to write down what I've been pondering about for this whole-past-week anyway..
So, about the guitar competition.. it is cancelled. Tragically. My trainer quit training me and so it automatically means that I would not ever experience that competition. A.. disappointment for me, but it is already happen. So 'let go' is not really a difficult word to be done about. However, I still love my guitar. Not having anymore guitar course doesn't mean not learning guitar furthermore. The difference is just that starts from now on, I'll walk my own path, alone. Without anymore guidance from my past training. I still wish I would post about how fun, how great my feeling is in the competition and furthermore about new experiences I get there, but it won't happen anyway..
Lately, maybe being influented by things I've captured with my five senses, I start to dream high. Real high. My dreams of being a successful person in the future, to be such an elegant, respected, professional-looking woman, has emerged more clear in my visualization. I mean in my mind, as I visualize. I can feel how satisfied will I be after I reach what I've been dreaming about. By dreaming more, the more I know that I have many purposes (hehe). By having those purposes, the more hope I plant. The more hope I plant, the higher my hope are, the more I see the beauty of this very world. And, by seeing how beautiful this world is, the more I love,
life. Yes, at least I have a future.
I myself am tryin' to pursuit my own dreams by the way. Well, I hope the fact is the same as my opinion. Well I ain't really doing well at school.. Frankly said, my grades are sooo average (thou average is already good enough in my highschool) that they don't satisfy me. Despite of knowing this, I have never studied hard. What I've been doing all this time is--honestly--wasting my time with online activities, and play.. like now. Lately I ponder more about what's worthed to be done and not. Aand, you know what? I put 'school' in the NOT WORTHED list.
I wish I can transfer to Seattle's college faster. As I still try to make the best, here, thou.
Anyway.. random art-activities update. This is the current project I'm working on--colouring *yeay with low tone*. This is a request from Odi and this is only 80% of the total progress. Update soon. Enjoy the yellowness.
Labels: competition, guitar, music, personal, school life
Saturday, 10 April 2010
{ 4/10/2010 04:22:00 pm }
HEYYA. Here I post again with a grin on my face :D. Yes today is fun. Soo fun that now I'm trying hard to organize my thoughts to be written here as comprehensive as I can.
Where should I start? Well..
Today, as how yesterdays are, I woke up with a sluggish attitude at about 9--I actually had woke up at 8, but it felt toooo hard to get up frm my comfy bed, so I slept again. Then I prepared myself for guitar training at church at about 12 (the training was at 1p.m and I arrived on time, which is a RARE thing. peace). In the training I was trained (duh!), and learned palm mute something. Yes I think it's called Palm Mute. It was quite confusing, yet I managed to learn it fast. Haha. The good news is that soon I'll be joined into a band for Sunday Service. However, what's next is the better news.
After I had my guitar training at church, I immediately went home to have my guitar course for 1 hour. I practiced, and my teacher said that he can register me into a national guitar competition and this is.. whoa. In my opinion, my guitar performance is not even close to meet the condition to join such a competition! I am a n00b~~ TT^TT. However, my teacher insisted that this is a great opportunity that I shouldn't waste about. He said that this competition is held once in a year--and It would be held in October. Honestly I'll be glad to join it, but seeing my guitar ability statistic rite now... not bad actually. Haha! I'm enthusiastic to join this! I'm thinking of a new guitar, or just a new set of nylon strings. Exaggeratively, I'll paint my guitar's body my signature. This is the first time anyway :D. Not to forget that I should practice my butts off for this competition. It cost 250k IDR, my teacher's reputation, and my perspirations. Nevertheless, it will reward me 4million IDR, reputation, and
experience. We won't know if we don't try rite? Well at least if I fail I've tried.
Here is the required song, beside the optional song. So I will play
two songs without time limit. The title is Allegro by M.Guiliani. I've learned that song about months ago thou so I just need to perfect it till it's perfect. That would be hard I'm sure, but I'm ready for it >:). You can listen how I played several months ago in my tumblr,
hereAnyway, today my mom bought a Häagen-Dazs! Yippee~ which isn't a usual thing she buy (usually she'll buy us lofts of juicy bread). Uh huh~ o yeay~ ahem well no no no, I'm not that happy about Häagen-Dazses. It is strawberry flavoured btw, that I wish I can have a chocolate one. Häagen-Dazses are the tastiest ice creams I've ever tasted; especially the chocolate ones. Yumm.
I'm planning to edit my blog soon by the way. I'd like to add 'follow me' twitter badge and add some background image. I've designed them in moi mind.
I've got things to do, so.. Write soon :)
and here's the Häagen-Dazs! ♥
Labels: blogs, competition, guitar, music, personal
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
{ 4/06/2010 12:08:00 am }
So, this is a song, sung by Demi Lovato in her album which title I forget (all that I remember about her album's cover is that she took a pose like 'Sshh'ing--with her right point-finger in front of her lips, and set a pair of seductive eyes. Anw, the diction I chose: seductive; LOL). No special meaning about posting this lyric, it's just that tonight, that song--specifically a certain line in it--keeps on looping in my head, now. Dunno why. Here it is anyway (or should I include the mp3 too? Well, I hope later I will. Too exhausted to search the mp3 player for now.)
World Of ChancesSongwriters: Lovato, Demi; Mayer, John;
You've got a face for a smile you knowA shame you waste it when you're breaking me slowly
But I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through
I've got a paper and pen
I go to write you goodbye and that's when I know
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through
Oh, I'm going my own way, my faith has lost its strength again
Oh, it's been too hard to say, we've fallen off the edge again
We're at the end, we're at the end
Maybe you'll call me someday
Hear the operator say the number's no good
And that she had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances, chances you were burning through
Chances you were burning through, chances you were burning through
You've got a face for a smile you knowLabels: lyrics, music
Sunday, 4 April 2010
{ 4/04/2010 02:31:00 pm }
Fallin' by Keyshia cole[verse 1 ]
Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated 'cause what we had was a happy home.
I don't know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone
[pre-chorus:]
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
like you don't appreciate all that I do.you gotta show me that you want me to stay
don't turn & walk away
[chorus:]
baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
how did we end up here this way?
what are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out.. baby
we're tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..[verse 2]
I remember when, I'd be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed? --
now I don't hear from you at all.
Yeah yeah yeah
[pre-chorus]
[chorus]
[bridge]
don't let your pride get in the way,for something we worked so hard --
don't throw it away
I've been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me
[pre-chorus]
[chorus]
Slowly falling
slowly falling
How did we end up here this way?
Oh
Slowly falling
slowly falling
How did we end up here this way?
oh
[repeat till end]
Labels: lyrics, music
Sunday, 28 March 2010
{ 3/28/2010 11:25:00 pm }
Oh here I post again. It's not that I'm now free thou, however I just want to take a break (I'm wishing a 2-weeks holiday without anything required to be done, except my own hobby commitments) from the hustle bustle of the week. Well, now it's already THE END of the weekend and that makes me, honestly, mad. WHY keeps on appearing among my void thoughts.
Anyway, accidentally I am reminded by this song, that I heard in Spiderman 2 yesterday. I find this song, cute, and can't stop singing it (I bet tomorrow I'll make my classmates sing the song along with me khukhukhu). Here is the lyric (that I love the bolded line :D)
Raindrops Keep Fallin' On My Head by B.J Thomas
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'
So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'
But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me
[trumpet]
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me
Labels: lyrics, music
Friday, 18 December 2009
{ 12/18/2009 07:59:00 pm }
Here's a lyric of Let This Go by Paramore whose song is beloved, by me :D. Man.. my internet connection is getting real sloOoOoOowWw.. while someone isn't being responsible for what he has done. Grr.
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong because...
I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
Saying that everything's all right
And by then I'm sure I'll be
Pretending just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong because...
I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
Let this go
Let this go
I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
Yet now I feel like I don't know you
Yeap yeap yeapp.. My spirit is back :). Now I'm on fire to workin out several plans I've made for this holiday. Support by prayers needed. Write later~
Labels: holidays, lyrics, music
Saturday, 4 July 2009
{ 7/04/2009 09:33:00 pm }
Romaji:
zasetsu mamire ryuukou ni magire shiawase na furi wo shite utau
motto hashire to iikikashite mubou ni mo sotto kazakami e
kita michi wo ichibetsu yutori wa gomen shimensoka sansen ni tsugu one game
"yama ari tani ari gake ari" gomi wa tsumotteku
hateshinai tabi no tochuu de machi no hazure ni tachiyoru
tsukareta ryouashi wo sotto nagedashite nekorobu to kurikaesareru asai nemuri
nandomo onaji ano yokogao nandomo onaji ano kotoba wo...
"ikiteru dake de kanashii to omou no wa watashi dake na no?" to
tabako no kemuri ga chuu wo uneri utsuro ni kieru
kitto mada chikara naki osanai hi ni
minakute ii kanashimi wo mite kita kimi wa ima
koraenakute ii namida wo koraete sugoshiteru
honto no koto dake de ikite yukeru hodo
bokura wa tsuyokunai sa tsuyokunakute ii
ii?
mochiageta mabuta sekai wa haru da sakurairo no kaze wo kakiwakete
haruka kanata e mukau tochuu kono na no hanabatake ni kimi wa ita no ka na
kono sora ni tori no shiroi habataki wo boku ga sagasu ma kitto
kimi wa daichi ni mimi wo sumashi ari no kuroi ashioto wo sagashita n darou na
pierrot no you na kamen wo haide taiyou ni wasurerareta oka ni tachi
tsuki no hikari wo abite fukaku iki wo suu
sara wo wareru oto mo donari goe mo nai sekai
nukumori ga nakutatte ikite wa yukeru sa
dakedo bokura ikiteru dake ja tarinakute
mebuku daichi ya buatsui miki ya kiesaru niji ya sugisaru hibi ya
yozora no speaker shiki no fushigi ga oshiete kureta shinjitsu wo sagashi tsuzukeru bokura ni
doko made tabi wo shite mo inochi no hajimari wa
ikite ai saretai to naita hitori no akago
koko de wa nai doko ka wo mezasu riyuu to wa
kokoro de wa nai doko ka ni kotae wa nai to shiru tame
English Translation:
Smeared with frustration, lost in fads, I sing as I pretend to be happy
Persuading myself to run some more, I go recklessly and quietly windward
Taking a glance at the road I came down, sorry I've got time to spare; Enemies on all sides, one game after going into war
"Life has its mountains, valleys, and cliffs" Garbage piles up
On an endless journey, I stop by the outskirts of town
Quietly throwing down my tired legs, when I lie down I fall into a repeating shallow sleep
That same profile over and over again, saying those same words over and over again
"Am I the only one that thinks being alive is sad?"
Cigarette smoke rolls into the air and disappears into the empty space
On a day when we're definitely still feeble and childish
You now have looked at a sadness that you don't have to look at
You're passing the time holding back tears that you don't have to hold back
We're not so strong that I can live my life only by what's real
We don't have to be strong
Alright?
I raised my eyelids and the world was in spring; Pushing my way through the cherry blossom colored wind
Headed toward somewhere far away, I wonder if you were in this vegetable garden?
As I searched for the flapping of white bird's wings in the sky
I wonder if you definitely listened closely to the ground and searched for an ant's black footsteps?
Taking off the pierrot like mask, standing on a hill forgotten by the sun
Basking in the moonlight, I take in a deep breath
A world without yelling voices and the sound of plates cracking
We can live our lives without warmth
But us just living our lives isn't enough
The budding earth, the thick trees, the disappearing rainbow, the passing days
And the night sky's speaker; The wonders of the four seasons taught us, who continue to search for truth, these things
No matter how far you travel, at the beginning of life
We were lone babies that cried out to want to live and be loved
For the sake of knowing that the reason for heading somewhere that isn't here
Is somewhere that isn't in the heart
love the meanings :D
it is so.. ME
Labels: music, words
Monday, 11 May 2009
{ 5/11/2009 09:16:00 pm }
Yeah, I'm in love.. haha. With who you may ask? With my new drawing tablet!! XD
So.. today I bought a new drawing tablet, and I am in process of learning how to use it.. heheh. Plus, the driver CD got Corel Paint X free trial. It was awesome (Corel Paint X). It has a colour mixer and types of brushes, special or painting digitally XD. Love it~
Up to this day, I'm still in final exam week. Not the UNAS. But school's. School's exam is quite easier than UNAS. Eventhough, I still have to study a night before to get good marks ==".. I wish I can learn and experimenting with my new drawing tablet more~ *sob*
Anyway, today, fortunately.. my mom allowed me to download some songs :). As you see, she has forbiden me to be online for this exam week.. T.T..
these are the songs:
Better Man - Robbie WilliamsYou can - David ArchulettaSomehow lately I enjoy slow songs.. Haha.. But they are worth to listened.
Post soon.
Ja ne and wismilak~ ^^
Labels: drawing, music, school life
