from the rocks i cried, to the sky i learn to fly. ♥

Friday 30 April 2010 { 4/30/2010 11:04:00 pm }

Today really pops.

First because I got my dance training, and it was about poppin'. It was exhausting, energy-consuming, but fun. I learned a lot.

Second, because today my ruki-chan is SCREWED UP. Its monitor went crazeeh, like.. thrilled, shook its own way, and gave me the Black Screen Of Death. "ARGH! WHAT THE HECK HAS HAPPENED MY RUKI-CHAN??" I sobbed. However, it went error not within a long time, instead it went crazeeh for bout 3 or 2 minutes, then it went back to normal about 10mnutes, then went back being crazeeh =,=.

Aww, my eyes has tired already.. so let's make it short.

I really want to buy more books, qualified books to read. I want to buy this:

Seemed that the book is a good, hilarious one. Seemed interesting :).
Sorry but.. I'm too sleepy to type furthermore. Gnite strangers!

Labels: laptop

Sunday 25 April 2010 { 4/25/2010 11:19:00 pm }

YEAYs!! I now finally able to buy myself a new lappie!! Uhm, I mean a new laptop. It's good. Yes it is. Its specs have quite fulfilled my needs, plus, that this is mooore than what I basically need. I love this new laptop. And hey, I call it Riku-chan ♥

So, for detail, now I'm using Dell Inspiron 1464 and got a discount, plus discount vouchers for its screen protector, keyboard protector, and other necessary equipments. However, unfortunately I haven't bought any protector things for my beloved riku-chan. I planned to buy them today, but ended up bring home nothin because I've run out of money. I couldn't stand spending more money either. SO, I canceled my intention to buy the necessary protectors plus its stuffy bag today. I hope I'll be able to purchase them SOON that this is an immediate need for my riku-chan. If you want to know the picture of it.. well, have yourself googling. I'm sure there will be a lot of Dell 14 series' pictures in Google. I'm too lazy to upload picture now he he. I have a.. reason thou. I've been using this laptop from about 12p.m till this very second! Damn it IS exhausting. But I have my files that have to be moved into here soon. Or else, I wouldn't have my tight sleep tonite. I'll post more pics.. I mean photos soon I guess. I've had my personal web-cam anyway :D. I'm lookin forward for cute, stylish, stuffy, headphones, and and.. ruki-chan's stuffy bag, screen protector, skin protector, keyboard protector, for ruki-chan's sake.

Now, I have to edit my HOPES list in that bio on your right. Here they are!

Rite now, I'm listenin The Bucks of Oranmore (look for it in google too if you want to know more. I told ya, I'm bein too lazy today. Sowy.) and it's the guitar version. Also the song I'm practicing about for October. Yes, it's set. I'll join that competition later October. Till now, I've been barely touching the scores. I've been acting soooooooooo lazy lately. *yawn* Maybe it's true—I need my vitamins soon, and my mommy. Tomorrow I'll have to go to school again (oh *sob*, bye bye weekend :'(). I wonder why do I always post at late nights.. Write to ya soon, and I hope it wont be another midnite. Gnite to meh, and you. Plus, I hope I'll be able to write more often, and with more quality to the contents. Buh-bye.

Labels: competition, guitar, laptop

Saturday 10 April 2010 { 4/10/2010 11:26:00 pm }

I know I should have gone to bed rite now! But, I'm sooo excited about this, that I have to post immediately. Haha!

So, readers, I'm aiming to take a college in Seattle in the future. And I pick Bellevue College as a choice, based on the reason that it is the best community college there. At first, based on the informations that my mom and I got, Bellevue does not accept 2nd year highschool graduated. What I mean is that it does not accept students who haven't taken UN or in other word, haven't really graduated from highschool. I've always wanted to transfer myself there after I finish my 2nd year here (eventhou I've thought well the consequences and the dangers that are waiting ahead).Aand.. just about yesterday, an agent from an organization which is helping local students to transfer overseas named Vista, called me. The agent said that from what she researched, Bellevue actually accepts ungraduated-from-highschool students. That's a BIG news. (As I said) I'm soo excited. So I browsed Google and studied the requirements, how-tos, cost, rules and regulations, etc. Here are the results from what I browsed:

What is Running Start - General Info

Running Start Eligibility

Running Start Considerations

and the most important btw..

General Information about Bellevue College

and Around the College Tour

Uh oh.. I found this, in the Running Start Eligibility page..

You are currently enrolled in a public high school. Private school and home school students must register in a public high school to access RS. The student, however, does not need to attend the public high school.

Whaaaaattt?? OH NO. My dream to Seattle :(.

I really want to get there soon. I loath my school now. My school is so unorganized, a mess. Eventhou it's labeled as one of the best schools here, but I AM a victim already here.. so..

I wonder how will an America living feels like. Maybe it would be so efficient? Or would it be so money-consuming? I can't imagine.

Riitee.. It's already 12 a.m and I have to wake up REALLY early, today. JA my readers~

Labels: personal, plans, school

{ 4/10/2010 04:22:00 pm }

HEYYA. Here I post again with a grin on my face :D. Yes today is fun. Soo fun that now I'm trying hard to organize my thoughts to be written here as comprehensive as I can.

Where should I start? Well..

Today, as how yesterdays are, I woke up with a sluggish attitude at about 9--I actually had woke up at 8, but it felt toooo hard to get up frm my comfy bed, so I slept again. Then I prepared myself for guitar training at church at about 12 (the training was at 1p.m and I arrived on time, which is a RARE thing. peace). In the training I was trained (duh!), and learned palm mute something. Yes I think it's called Palm Mute. It was quite confusing, yet I managed to learn it fast. Haha. The good news is that soon I'll be joined into a band for Sunday Service. However, what's next is the better news.

After I had my guitar training at church, I immediately went home to have my guitar course for 1 hour. I practiced, and my teacher said that he can register me into a national guitar competition and this is.. whoa. In my opinion, my guitar performance is not even close to meet the condition to join such a competition! I am a n00b~~ TT^TT. However, my teacher insisted that this is a great opportunity that I shouldn't waste about. He said that this competition is held once in a year--and It would be held in October. Honestly I'll be glad to join it, but seeing my guitar ability statistic rite now... not bad actually. Haha! I'm enthusiastic to join this! I'm thinking of a new guitar, or just a new set of nylon strings. Exaggeratively, I'll paint my guitar's body my signature. This is the first time anyway :D. Not to forget that I should practice my butts off for this competition. It cost 250k IDR, my teacher's reputation, and my perspirations. Nevertheless, it will reward me 4million IDR, reputation, and experience. We won't know if we don't try rite? Well at least if I fail I've tried.

Here is the required song, beside the optional song. So I will play two songs without time limit. The title is Allegro by M.Guiliani. I've learned that song about months ago thou so I just need to perfect it till it's perfect. That would be hard I'm sure, but I'm ready for it >:). You can listen how I played several months ago in my tumblr, here

Anyway, today my mom bought a Häagen-Dazs! Yippee~ which isn't a usual thing she buy (usually she'll buy us lofts of juicy bread). Uh huh~ o yeay~ ahem well no no no, I'm not that happy about Häagen-Dazses. It is strawberry flavoured btw, that I wish I can have a chocolate one. Häagen-Dazses are the tastiest ice creams I've ever tasted; especially the chocolate ones. Yumm.

I'm planning to edit my blog soon by the way. I'd like to add 'follow me' twitter badge and add some background image. I've designed them in moi mind.

I've got things to do, so.. Write soon :)

and here's the Häagen-Dazs! ♥

Labels: blogs, competition, guitar, music, personal

Tuesday 6 April 2010 { 4/06/2010 05:27:00 pm }

I guess now it is the time for me to really posting something worth to be posted here. Haha. Well, unfortunately I don't really have any physical things to be shared here. I think I would just go on writting my daily activities. Hehe.

So, today, I've been like doing nothing useful. Today isn't more effective than yesterday either (yes I know that's bad. However, still, as usual I continually find new things :). JSYK, it's holiday for me (again) now, and it will last about 5 days long.

Today's weather is pretty much annoying. It's hot, and humid. It hasn't rained since this morning (as I know), but the air is sooo hot and wet. I'm perspirating and in the same time anything wet won't dry so soon because of the humidity (and my t-shirt got wet by the droplets from the edge of my has-just-been-washed hair strands. that was sucks).

Well, at least, today I've managed to push myself having the washings done. And, it's done. Phew. Today I've been being online for about.. maybe 5 hours or more. What did I do specifically anyway? I did chat, eat, take a shower, and facebook-ing, then browsing YouTube, twittering (much) and listen to my WMP. Anyway, I found 'Haru-yo, koi' from YouTube played by a user there named Tomoliena and originally sung by Matsutoya Yumi. It's beautiful (in my opinion). The melody itself can describe the picturesqueness of spring (in Japan, Haru means Spring). I love the piano part. It may seemed like an old-fashioned song, but I personally like it. As I said, I love the piano part, playing the beautiful melodies.

Actually I was planning to practice guitar much today, and memorizing some hiragana characters (I've memorized some btw. yeay for me! :D). But as the time went by, the longer I sit in front of this very monitor of mine, the more I procrastinate to get them done. The more sluggish I be. Geez. I don't want to be sluggish. No more.

Anyway, about laptop.. I will soon buy a new one yippee! I'm planning to buy Dell Inspiron 1464 (thanks to Hana who indirectly led me to that laptop. haha) which can fulfill my requirements--such as ATIradeon or nVidia GeForce, paired with Core 2 Duo processor or higher and genuine Windows Vista OS included. Moreover, the outer appearance wasn't bad. It was close to perfect ♥. Unfortunately I can't include the photo here cuz it isn't available in Google Image search engine. The price you might ask? It's 7,2 million IDR I think (without promo or discount). Good thing that my budget is 7million :). I'm looking forward to see it in my own lap soon, as mine ♥.

Kay, now it's half past six already (I think), so I guess I should get off from this PC soon. If not, maybe I'll be stuck in front of here till 10 and forget practicing guitar. That would be worse for this already-sluggish day. Write soon (and better, I hope).

Labels: holidays, laptop, personal, stupid

{ 4/06/2010 12:08:00 am }

So, this is a song, sung by Demi Lovato in her album which title I forget (all that I remember about her album's cover is that she took a pose like 'Sshh'ing--with her right point-finger in front of her lips, and set a pair of seductive eyes. Anw, the diction I chose: seductive; LOL). No special meaning about posting this lyric, it's just that tonight, that song--specifically a certain line in it--keeps on looping in my head, now. Dunno why. Here it is anyway (or should I include the mp3 too? Well, I hope later I will. Too exhausted to search the mp3 player for now.)

World Of Chances
Songwriters: Lovato, Demi; Mayer, John;

You've got a face for a smile you know
A shame you waste it when you're breaking me slowly
But I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through

I've got a paper and pen
I go to write you goodbye and that's when I know
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through

Oh, I'm going my own way, my faith has lost its strength again
Oh, it's been too hard to say, we've fallen off the edge again
We're at the end, we're at the end

Maybe you'll call me someday
Hear the operator say the number's no good
And that she had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances, chances you were burning through
Chances you were burning through, chances you were burning through

You've got a face for a smile you know

Labels: lyrics, music

Sunday 4 April 2010 { 4/04/2010 02:31:00 pm }

Fallin' by Keyshia cole

[verse 1 ]
Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated 'cause what we had was a happy home.
I don't know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone

[pre-chorus:]
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
like you don't appreciate all that I do.
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
don't turn & walk away

[chorus:]
baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
how did we end up here this way?
what are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out.. baby
we're tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..

[verse 2]
I remember when, I'd be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed? --
now I don't hear from you at all.
Yeah yeah yeah

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

[bridge]
don't let your pride get in the way,
for something we worked so hard --
don't throw it away
I've been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
Oh

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
oh

[repeat till end]

Labels: lyrics, music