I am a girl who continually learn bit by bit, step by step about life. Anyway,
Loves:
all about JAPAN, quitar♥, art (not fart), browsing, tweeting, frozen yoghurt, cheese cake, YOYO, new things, photography, cool-unique-comfy clothes, hoodies, converse shoes, Haruki Murakami's novels, Gaara (from Naruto), Bleach (anime), animes and manga (i prefer shōnen thou), pranks, clair de lune
Hates:
patheticness, hypocretes, betrayers, ginger, lebai teenlits, down connection, waiting, lightnings & thunders, sluggish PC, feeling guilty, being used, doing nothing, backstabbers, some smells
Hopes:

having my own laptop soon ✓

becoming a pro artist ♥

becoming a pro guitarist

visit Kinokuniya again

visit JAPAN

having a side-slider cellphone that makes tweeting easier

new classic guitar plus its equipments

purchasing riku-chan's necessarily cool equipments soon

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Tuesday, 15 December 2009 { 12/15/2009 10:38:00 pm }

So now I'm confuse. I've planned several.. well, around 10++ things to do this holiday. I've been through my early-holiday days, and till now I ended up doin nothin worthy.. The guilty feeling of mine starts blaming myself and force me to think more seriously. Seriously. Well, yeah =p.

These are plans I've made for this December holiday:
1. Establish a company. Objective: making money.
2. Improving my guitar skill
3. Improving my English ability
4. Learn Japanese language
5. Mastering 'Secret by Jay Chou' piano
6. Learn to be discipline
7. Improve Math
8. ImproveMandarin
9. Shape up my abs

Well, those in the list are not 10 actually. Yeah.. they aren't 10, or even more. He he. But, they are still difficult to accomplish!! Grr.
As I grow older.. well I don't know if any other teens ever feel this way, but.. I keep on feelin more stupid. The more I learn, the more I find myself not enough--not knowledgable enough, not a good enough guitarist, not a good enough artist, not a good enough.. student. That feelings, really add up my regret. And, honestly now I ended up.. hopefully not but; I am stuck with my nature: laziness. Grr. That nature is instead my habit of easily getting distracted. Awh man.. get it right.. It's funny how I want to success while I don't want to go through the process while actually success is the process.

Now I do want hats, clothes, McD's cheeseburger, waffle, milkshake, mango juice, belts, shoes, notebooks, a laptop, LG cookies, iPod, fashionably clothes, fashionably accecories, good novels, terang bulan, and many more.. in the same time #freakingthoughts XP. I guess the only way out for me is just: pray.

Write later~

Labels: holidays, personal, stupid