I am a girl who continually learn bit by bit, step by step about life. Anyway,
Loves:
all about JAPAN, quitar♥, art (not fart), browsing, tweeting, frozen yoghurt, cheese cake, YOYO, new things, photography, cool-unique-comfy clothes, hoodies, converse shoes, Haruki Murakami's novels, Gaara (from Naruto), Bleach (anime), animes and manga (i prefer shōnen thou), pranks, clair de lune
Hates:
patheticness, hypocretes, betrayers, ginger, lebai teenlits, down connection, waiting, lightnings & thunders, sluggish PC, feeling guilty, being used, doing nothing, backstabbers, some smells
Hopes:

having my own laptop soon ✓

becoming a pro artist ♥

becoming a pro guitarist

visit Kinokuniya again

visit JAPAN

having a side-slider cellphone that makes tweeting easier

new classic guitar plus its equipments

purchasing riku-chan's necessarily cool equipments soon

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Wednesday, 20 May 2009 { 5/20/2009 10:38:00 pm }

heya, I've just back from farewell camp. The camp was fun. Really.
The most fun part is that I can have pictures of unique sleeping style photos. Lol. But I captured them with my friends' cameras, so.. to have those photos to my computer I should wait for my friends to tag the photos online at facebook =p

Another thing from camp is, that 90% of Gloria JHS' 9th grade is actually soft inside. There was one session that all, including boys, and male teachers, cried a lot. Owh man.. yeah.. at first I thought, there's no need to cry cuz we'll still able to contact everybody by technologies the world've made. And also that.. life is movin on.. people come and leave. So.. this thing didn't affect me.. but not at all. I was touched when I hugged the teachers as they cried a lot. Then.. no tears. I'm not the type of person who like to waste off my tears anyway. My tears are still usefull for my eyes. I ain't gonna waste my tears for no reason man.. and hate being fake even all this time I've being a fake. But I don't want to playin with feelings..

And I also performed ==".. But the performance was embarassing. I lost my face that second.. So I played duo with Yona, which was a guitar pro.. and he used accoustic-electric guitar while I used accoustic guitar. It looked like I was just showing that I can play guitar ==", cuz my guitar sound as I sure that won't reach the back seats. I had no face.. no face.. Till I wondered maybe I am too kind and too easy to be used by. Dummy me. Dummy nanas. *sob*

Tonight I also wondered.. maybe I am too cold to my friends. I can't share shoulders like they do. I can't fully trust them. I also wondered if I am worthed to beloved like that...

I am maybe too cold.. but that's me. That's the way I live. I don't hug except I'm forced to..

There is a law of take and give. I might give them hugs, but I don't need hugs. I prefer to live my life independently. It more comfortable for me..

Labels: personal, school life, stupid