Sunday, 26 April 2009
{ 4/26/2009 09:38:00 pm }
This morning, I was baptized! Man! It was an unforgetable moment, for me. So, first thing in the morning was, that I was late.. ==".. Actually a bit (I was about 10minutes late =p). And I wore a black t-shirt with black shorts. Imagine how dark my appeareance was!! Inside the car, in our way to our destination, my mom was angry to my dad because she feels that my dad wasn't care at all that me, the first children in the family, baptized this day. She said that this is an important moment so he must not miss it by not bringing a camera. Well, that is one of reasons we were late. The second thing was, that I had a headache ==".. It was a pain. I think it was because last night I stayed awake till 3 a.m.. Tomas, my friend from Slovenia was online, and it has been a loooong time that we haven't chat! That's why I was still awake till 3 a.m.. just to chat with him. Haha. But, I ended up having a headache =="...
Back to my baptizing moments.. so, I felt that I wasn't ready.. I couldn't freely sing along.. I wasn't ready because I recalled all my sins and I felt that I'm not worthy to be baptized.. You see.. I blamed myself for everything I've done, and the worst part: I couldn't forgive myself. Then, evangelist in front told parents to pray for their children. At first, I thought my mom and dad wont come and pray for me. Especially my dad (thinking that he wasn't care this morning). But I was wrong. The first one who came to me was my mom. She touched my shoulder and pray. I cried.. and it wasn't ordinary tears. I cried till almost making sounds. The bad and heavy tears type. Not long after that, my dad came. I was relieved. I saw my friend, Immalia, who was on the right side of me, had nobody to pray for her. Her mom didn't attend. I felt sorry for her. I was grateful to Him. Then I was baptized and it was time for changing clothes. I planned to not taking shower there and just changing my clothes instead. Unfortunately.. ohh mann.. Because I didn't change my unders (which was my stupidity that day), my dry T-shirt that I wore was wet and making a shape of my ***!! It was a stupid thing and it was embarassing.. By time passing my T-shirt dried quite fast.. But still, I was embarassed.
Aside of my stupidity today (hehe), tomorrow, precisely 8hours after this posting, I'll have my final exam which called UNAS (United Nation Association S***; << kidding XP).
I've studied hard, and now I'm hopeless. I'm confident enough to pass it, but not confident enough to make 9 for my average score.. Wish me luck.
Ja Ne~
Labels: school life, stupid, unique
