Sunday 26 April 2009
{ 4/26/2009 09:38:00 pm }
This morning, I was baptized! Man! It was an unforgetable moment, for me. So, first thing in the morning was, that I was late.. ==".. Actually a bit (I was about 10minutes late =p). And I wore a black t-shirt with black shorts. Imagine how dark my appeareance was!! Inside the car, in our way to our destination, my mom was angry to my dad because she feels that my dad wasn't care at all that me, the first children in the family, baptized this day. She said that this is an important moment so he must not miss it by not bringing a camera. Well, that is one of reasons we were late. The second thing was, that I had a headache ==".. It was a pain. I think it was because last night I stayed awake till 3 a.m.. Tomas, my friend from Slovenia was online, and it has been a loooong time that we haven't chat! That's why I was still awake till 3 a.m.. just to chat with him. Haha. But, I ended up having a headache =="...
Back to my baptizing moments.. so, I felt that I wasn't ready.. I couldn't freely sing along.. I wasn't ready because I recalled all my sins and I felt that I'm not worthy to be baptized.. You see.. I blamed myself for everything I've done, and the worst part: I couldn't forgive myself. Then, evangelist in front told parents to pray for their children. At first, I thought my mom and dad wont come and pray for me. Especially my dad (thinking that he wasn't care this morning). But I was wrong. The first one who came to me was my mom. She touched my shoulder and pray. I cried.. and it wasn't ordinary tears. I cried till almost making sounds. The bad and heavy tears type. Not long after that, my dad came. I was relieved. I saw my friend, Immalia, who was on the right side of me, had nobody to pray for her. Her mom didn't attend. I felt sorry for her. I was grateful to Him. Then I was baptized and it was time for changing clothes. I planned to not taking shower there and just changing my clothes instead. Unfortunately.. ohh mann.. Because I didn't change my unders (which was my stupidity that day), my dry T-shirt that I wore was wet and making a shape of my ***!! It was a stupid thing and it was embarassing.. By time passing my T-shirt dried quite fast.. But still, I was embarassed.
Aside of my stupidity today (hehe), tomorrow, precisely 8hours after this posting, I'll have my final exam which called UNAS (United Nation Association S***; << kidding XP).
I've studied hard, and now I'm hopeless. I'm confident enough to pass it, but not confident enough to make 9 for my average score.. Wish me luck.
Ja Ne~
Labels: school life, stupid, unique
Sunday 19 April 2009
{ 4/19/2009 02:47:00 pm }
heya.. so today i learn more about tag clouds codes again.. and.. as you see.. it hasn't work!! awh man.. i don't know which part is wrong.. (or maybe it is that my tags are not enough?)
today, after church, i went to PTC and found out something interesting.
the title was..
Surabaya Toy Festival
Character Design Competitionso.. i was thinking to register :)
i can draw.. amateurly ==a.. you see, i can't draw and colouring like
deviantart deviations.. well, i still have about.. 1 week i guess to learn and having the idea. if i won.. it'll be a great success for me~ at least make my parents proud.. and the best one is that i might get promoted by my drawings :)
i'm looking forward to start practicing for it.. the announcement didn't show any age limit.. so for age criteria, i might be able to join. cool.
btw, i've finished maylia's notebook cover :). just wait for her agreement, and i shall print soon.. then the book shall done! ^^. good good.. after this i'll spend my time finishing rovina's notebook cover.. then i'll think of how the content will be.. ahh~ glad glad..
well.. i got to go.. i have to make rovina's cover as soon as possible.. it seems like 24hours doesn't enough for me T.T..
Ja Ne~
Labels: codes, competition, deviant art, festival, requests
Friday 17 April 2009
{ 4/17/2009 11:08:00 pm }
i had some browsing and i found this. interesting. good idea :)
however, arigatou gozaimasu raditya dika! ^^
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Kalau ada yang baca Harry Potter (and I’m sure lots of you do), pasti tau
Dementor.
Heri dan Dementor
Bagi yang gak tahu, Dementor adalah “makhluk penghisap kebahagiaan” yang membuat korban mereka berpikir tidak akan bisa bahagia lagi. Satu-satunya cara untuk mengusir Dementor, Harry Potter harus mengeluarkan mantra yang bernama
Patronus. Nah, untuk mengeluarkan mantra Patronus dengan baik, Harry harus mengingat tentang hal-hal yang ngebuat dia bahagia sambil mengarahkan tongkat sihirnya ke Dementor.
Heri dengan Mantra Patronus vs Dementor
Konsep yang keren banget ya?
To be honest, akhir-akhir ini lagi banyak Dementor di hidup gue; that means lagi banyak pikiran yang menggangu, yang ngebuat gue jadi down, jadi gak seneng, jadi males ngapa-ngapainnya. Dan gue akhirnya berpikir, untuk mengusirnya, gue perlu mengeluarkan mantra Patronus gue sendiri.
Maka, inilah mantra Patronus gue, atau dengan kata lain,hal-hal bahagia yang gue pikirin untuk mengusir Dementor gue:
1. Pergi bareng pacar ke tempat seafood (ngemilin kerang dara rebus! hahahah), nonton TV, atau cuman berduaan diem aja, our quality time together
2. Inget-inget lagi “Adelaide Ceria”, dan bagaimana senangnya kita dulu..
3. Lari sendirian di Senayan, gak ada pikiran apa-apa, ngeliatin pintu demi pintu kelewat..
4. Minggu pagi di Kemang sambil ngopi dan ngobrol sok berat tapi santai. Nge-quote Nietzche, Freud, Schopenhauer, dan mencoba untuk memahami “why we are so unbeliavable fucked up?”. Man, I miss pseudo-intellectual conversation..
5. Mendengarkan
A Love Supreme - John Coltrane6. Menonton
Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind7. Hari Minggu yang mendung, di mobil sendirian, lalu radio memutarkan lagu-lagu ringan..
8. Talkshow di
auditorium dengan penonton yang asik banget..
9. Ngedenger nyokap gue bilang, “Paling engga, anak mama yang paling gede udah jadi orang.”
10. Momogi coklat & Pocky rasa pisang plusss Coca-Cola dingin yang es-nya agak cair.
11. Membaca email terimakasih dari pembaca, disamperin orang dan bilang terimakasih sudah membuat buku, melihat orang membaca buku gue di jalanan sambil melihat mereka ketawa malu-malu..
12. Duduk di pojokan sebuah jazz club di Adelaide bersama Darius, sambil melihat penyanyi amatir-tapi-bagus bernyanyi manis.
13. Nulis sambil tidur, dan besoknya pas bangun, ketawa ngebaca tulisan sendiri..
14. Makan indomie telor kornet keju jam satu pagi di warung deket rumah..
Gue jadi inget, gak selamanya gue bakal ada di dalam posisinya jelek. Gak selamanya bernasib buruk. Kadang, kalau kita sedih, kita berpikir, kita gak akan bisa ngelewatin ini… kita gak bahagia.. dan kita orang paling miserable di dunia ini. Dengan mengingat-ingat yang seneng-seneng lagi, gue jadi sadar, yah mungkin hidup gak selamanya di atas. Gue pernah bahagia, dan beberapa saat lagi I will get my spirit back.
Walaupun gak punya tongkat sihir..my Patronus charm works.Sekarang gue lagi senyum.
Apa mantra Patronus kamu?
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- copied from
radityadika.com.
(now i decide to edit my posting than posting a new one =p)
i forget to tell ya.. today.. somehow my class was pointed to sing in monday indonesian-ceremonial, known as upacara bendera. all was groaning (including me of course! haha).. and the first lesson today was religion, which was free time. valerie and rovina told us that we better practice for the ceremony that lesson. but other aren't listening. especially the dummy
class-captain, steven dummy (actually steven liman. he was a chairman of student council last year, often to be no. 1 in class, beloved by teachers and on and on. but he is a true idiot). i saw him sang the song, but he didn't even try to convinced everybody else to sing along!! and then i scold him. heheh. but, as i said. he is a true idiot. so he didn't mind valerie, rovina and i mad at him ==".. instead of that, i became the conductor. hahah. u know.. the one who leads the quire by showing the tempo. i wasn't pointed to.. but i signed up my self to be.. ==".. why? at first i thought by being the conductor, i wont have to sing. haha. i can't sing. but i'm good at tempo and guitar. but after finally this afternoon we rehearsed.... i think i've chose a wrong choice ==a.. hey, but being a conductor is quite fun. lol. see what'll happen in next monday.
it's already 11 p.m!! i have to sleep early. i wanna have morning jogging in the morning. ja ne~~
Labels: blogs, school life, tips
{ 4/17/2009 10:28:00 pm }
haha. kidding. no way i would love yesterday more. as we are living this life, we have to be better from yesterday, each day. rite?
well, today.. i feel kinda lazy.. heheh. it feels like i dont really wanna do anything. including praticing my guitar. it is so different than yesterday~ (yesterday i wanted to practice my guitar soo much instead of studying mandarin and science =p)
well, it's already 10 days before UNAS (National Final Exam; i'm a 3rd grader of junior highschool rite now). i've stricted my self to not being online (read: chat), reading some teenlits.. well, doing everything i love the most!! i mean my hobbies =(
i even struggled to not watching monster vs alien, 3D in SuTos (argh!). that i want it so much. i believe that to reach something, we have to work on it. workin the best that we can do. and that needs sacrifice. but, the result will be as good as how we work on it. soo.. i'm struggling the devil inside me. lol.
uhm, nothing unique really happen today.. (that's one of reasons i'm getting bored)
i just wanna go to gramedia expo, and buy raditya dika's book: cinta brontosaurus.
heheh. i've wanted to buy it from last week. aaaand... i wanna join the yoyo club in TP. i also want to have japanese language course.. *wishing UNAS would pass faster heheh*
in the end.. wish me luck for this UNAS. Ja ne~
Labels: school life
