Sunday, 6 June 2010
{ 6/06/2010 01:08:00 am }
Heya. Writtin' again.
Today's quite a fascinating day for me, that I can learn one more thing that I actually has heard several times before, with my mind shutted up.
First, I realize (once again) that for all this time til' this very second.. I've never done my best on any. That actually I've started quite many things.
JSYK, I've tried quite many things since I was a child. I learnt ballet for 2years when I was in my 3rd grade of elementary, and I took piano course since I was just a kindergarten till 6th grade of elementary (til' I reached 4th grade, Royale grade, then quit) and I also take guitar since my 8th grade year, til' this year (see my previous post for the details) and I do designs, visual arts, and I also learn a bit of programming (html, CSS code) and for about 2years of my elementary years yes, I learned violin for a while, from extracurricular activity in my school, and I have been trained street dance for a few times (at least I know krumpin', and poppin', and point and lock and wave) and and.. I learnt a bit Japanese by myself, and and.. I don't know if I've missed something thou
ButI've never masterize even ONE of them. And this is also what WE call
pathetic--that the more
pathetic to see the fact that
that word is the word that I HATE the most.
I want to be able to do something. I want to make my parents, my family, proud of me. Proud of having me as a part of their family. Proud to say to people 'Hey, that's my daughter' or 'Hey, that's my big sister!' when they point at me. I don't want to be
just some person.. I want to be
the person. And I really hope I can make it
real.
YES THAT'S IT. I want to do
SOMETHING VALUABLE. I want to achieve SOMETHING.
Kay, let's see.. I'll never post another blog til' I make something valuable.
Cause I know it well, I'll never make my dreams, real, if I never start to step forward. I believe even one step is already
a change.
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