Thursday, 4 June 2009
{ 6/04/2009 11:29:00 pm }
So.. I got up late, as usual. Heheh. And then, I had guitar course. Ahh.. my guitar skill has decreased a lot.. and.. I was down because of it. But.. as a nanas, I choose not to let myself being down for a longer time. If I am not good enough to play guitar, then practice!! Practice till I am good enough to play a guitar!! Till I master it.. thats it.
Fortunately.. and I worked as an usher for my church's bday ceremony. Why I call it a fortunate one? Cuz by joining usher team, I got the precious Message. You know, things that was spoken by evangelist or pasteur there..
The speaker was speaking about Moses, Aaron, and Joshua. He said in the start that each of us might be living as Moses, Aaron, of Joshua. Or, a person can live with 3 of them. Moses in office, Joshua in struggles, and Aaron in Church. Moses, whom lead Israel from Egypt to the Promised Land.. (I don't know what is it in English hehe. Gomen) Joshua, who never give up in condition that people have given up, and Aaron.. was the one who unpopular.. but if we pay attention to him in Bible, he was a very humble man. He was working harder than Moses, but Moses was the one who got praises and becoming popular. He was the one who did the chores.. He can thinkin why he wasn't the one who got praised, the one who was popular that in fact he worked harder than Moses, and even speak for Moses. But he didn't. It needs a humbleness to be like that.
In a war with Amalekh, if Moses raised his arms, Israel would win. Vice Verse. And, the fact was that Israel won. It wasn't because of Joshua or Moses only. Or even Aaron or Hur who was supporting Moses.. If there wasn't Moses, Israel must have lost. If there wasn't Joshua, no one would be the one who fight and beated up Amalekh. And if there weren't Aaron and Hur, Moses' arms would not survive being up for hours. So they needed each other.. There was no the 'most' one. Each of them needed each other.
I learned, that being the most one is not the most important. The important is how you can be useful for others, not being used by. As long as you do your best, that is the best. No need to compare ourselves to other, cuz if we compare ourselves to other, then we are growing to be other. We won't that happen would we?
Tomorrow, I will do my best to be better. Better in guitar, drawing, as a friend, and being better in life. I will do my best to change my bad habits. Haha. I really have a bunch of bad habits. Lol. I really want to be better.. and cuz I want it so much I would do so much to reach it.. Ganbatte ryuu-chan!! ^^
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